I think everyone has heard this at least once. You may have even said it. I know I have. “You’re being too sensitive. You need to lighten up.”
I’m here to tell you those words are utter bullshit.
Think about every time you’ve ever been called sensitive. Chances are, you took words that someone said to heart and it hurt you. Maybe you called them on it. Maybe you withdrew a bit to protect yourself. Maybe you just changed the way you dealt with them. Or maybe you started to question yourself, and your reactions. Maybe you blamed yourself for feeling hurt.
Let me be very clear: we are not always right in our interpretation of others’ words. Our feelings, however, can’t be wrong. How you feel inside when you hear someone’s words is never invalid. And when someone tells you that you are too sensitive, that is exactly what they’re saying. Your feelings are invalid; my right to say what I want is more important than your feelings. So suck it up.
Bullshit. Don’t let them get away with that.
I’m honestly the worst with this. People don’t even have to tell me I’m too sensitive; I just naturally think they think that about me. So if something that someone says hurts my feelings, I hide the hurt and make a joke. Or I just smile and nod. I bury it and keep it with all of the other things that poke at me at night when I can’t sleep.
It’s time to stop that shit because my insides are beginning to feel like a worn out pin cushion.
Yes. I am a sensitive person. I feel deeply All. The. Time. And you know what? That’s a goddamn super power. If I tell you I love you, you can be sure I feel it from the tips of my toes all the way through every inch of my hair. If I believe in a cause, I will support it with every fiber in my being. And if I don’t like you, well … I guess we’re done then. Because I feel that to my very core as well.
I also apologize for myself pretty much constantly. I caught myself today. I was walking into Wawa (a local convenience store for you non-PA people out there) and a gentleman held the door open for me. As I walked in, I nodded and said thank you. And then, almost immediately, I said, “I’m sorry.”
Sorry for … what, exactly? Walking into the store? Taking up space? Existing? Seriously, there was no reason to apologize, but I did out of habit. It made me think about how many other times I apologized for no good reason. Let me tell you, it was a lot.
This all ties into being “too sensitive.” I’m not sure what it is in our culture that makes some of us feel the need to apologize for our very being, but it is there. I have a number of friends who apologize when they give an opinion, when they missed a phone call, or when they didn’t find something funny. Why are we so eager to apologize away our very existence?
If you are a sensitive person, like I am, and someone tries to make you feel bad for feeling bad, put your foot down with me and say enough. You don’t have to be mean, but offering a small education would do all of us a favor. Instead of laughing with them, next time say something like this: “Actually, that hurt me. And you probably didn’t mean to hurt me, but you did. I’d really appreciate it if you could find a different way to say that.”
And DON’T apologize for requesting that they respect your feelings. You’re going to feel exposed and vulnerable. Trust me; I know from experience. But if the person is your friend, I genuinely believe that they will understand. It might open up a dialog that in the end will benefit everyone involved. And if it does offend them? Maybe that tells you all you need to know about them right there.
I’m going to try to do this right along with you. I say try because, honest to god, I’m having a minor anxiety attack just thinking about speaking up. But I’m going to give it a go. I encourage you to do the same. Let me know how it goes!
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Thank you for sharing this. As someone who has always been labelled as sensitive, this is really encouraging. I’ll definitely be working on this, thanks for the encouragement 🙂
I never really thought about how the phrase “you are being too sensitive” would be taken … Thank you for sharing, this is going to make me more aware of how I am toward others.
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Great post, Jennifer. I struggle with being a superhero sensitive as well and have been told many times, by family especially, how over-sensitive I am. It’s funny, because I learned from the best, but they don’t think that phrase applies to them because, well, when they over-feel things it’s absolutely warranted and right. Whatever the hell that means. No feelings are right or wrong, they just are. And no one is wrong for having them. You cracked me up with your “minor anxiety attack.” I support you speaking your mind 100%!! Go get ’em!
Today I addressed another woman’s rude behavior during my birthday get together where a few of my gathered. Her friend told me that I was too sensitive. It’s my party and if other people, myself included, are being treated disrespectfully, that’s something that needs addressing. Her intentions may be good but the impact sucked. My gut doesn’t lie!
Today I addressed another woman’s rude behavior during my birthday get together where a few of my friends gathered. Her friend told me that I was too sensitive. It’s my party and if other people, myself included, are being treated disrespectfully, that’s something that needs addressing. Her intentions may be good but the impact sucked. My gut doesn’t lie!